hmm. ok. today's a pretty hectic day..1st went to paint choir banner..hey i tink its NICE. just hope we get to paint those birds..so cool..thanks Shaoning! ur design huh?! pro!
after dat(and also during painting) i had a major gd time with the choir ppl..haha..we just start singing all the school songs half way through painting and its really funny..they seniors were like NO!!! hahahahahaha..they are really nice and fun ppl..im so glad they accepted the lame and blur me..so i had alot of fun..

then me and suet Yi went to pia for the bus 174 to take us to cuppage plaza for youth service and church of hope..suet is a real funny girl hahahahaha..she's so crazy and she makes me laugh..it was really fun suan-ing her.. (:

at first i was quite intimidated by the worship and all..then i put my self in a mode to accept with an open heart..i just listened..and prayed that God would lead the way..the sermon was interesting and i realise how God love us.


and the Pastor was emphasizing:
n i rediscover again that He has never left me..it was me who had shut him away..all i have to do is to reopen my heart for Him and call for Him..and He will be back..i broke down when i realise it was me who drifted away..it was then where i recommited my life to Him..

so, i decided to settle here. once again i made a change. i hope that this time it would be a longlasting change. and not a 3 seconds thing.

i told Yirene about it though i was hesitant about it (cuz i was afraid she would be upset or disappointed in me)..but instead she was in fact worried for me cuz yea both of us are not used to charismatic churches..and we didnt noe if the sermons go according to the Bible. but i thought it was. anyway, i explained to her how i felt more loved, and familar around familar faces..im glad she understood..she would come and check it out some day and i hope she would agree with me that it is truly refreshing and enriching here..and different.

i hope my decision is correct. Lord, lead on. (: