new skin. actually i dont know why i chose this. i actually chose another but that stupid skin is really hard to use. this is like done in 5 mins. rahhhs. okay, i'll prob change it again soon if i dont like it. heh. sian. bye.


it has been ONE month since i updated. was really busy with all that choir stuff. got so much to say.. and i dont really know how to start.

GOLD WITH HONOURS.
i know its late to talk abot this now, but for me, tis is one of the biggest acheivements in hwachong so far. its really significant cuz we really slogged for it. i cant exactly describe my feelings. cuz the moment of revelation was just too magical to be put in words. the joy and laughter and screams of joy are emotions that i will never ever forget.
God prove it to me once again that He's on our side.
none of us understood, none of us expected it. but God gave it to us.
not because our performances deserve it, but i guess cuz He wanted to give us this miracle.
to show us that nothing is impossible for our God.
now do you believe? i really thank God for giving me friends who shared the faith with me, who prayed and supported me. with God, we really pulled through.
that was one of my happiest moments in my hwachong choir history!

Cantare.
spectacular performance. heartwarming. incredible. miraculous. powerful. blasting. loving.
THE BEST.
my 3rd time in esplanade. my best concert so far. it was really good. i felt so good singing. the first time i went higher than my own expectations for Jaccobin. my best blasting ringing like siao high high B. it was the first time i actually felt like crying so many times when singing cuz i could feel the music so well.
we proved ourselves to be SO deserving of the Gold With Honours man. our Jap Game and Mate Saule was even much better, stronger, deeper than SYF. the SOps were riging like crazy and the rest of the choir supported us so well. amazing.
its all worth it. the late nights. the tears. the frustration. the worry. the sleepless nights. the weariness. the scoldings. the continuously long practices. the tensed atmospheres. the fury. the extra practices. the phone calls. all worth it when Ms Lim said we were the BEST.
the joy and shall i say, relief that i felt at the moment was totally indescribable.
thank God we ended well, super well, fantastically well. YEAHH.

thank you guys, for giving me such a wonderful concert. a wonderful end to my choir term. i feel super super accomplished. really.
thank you Lord, thank you Ms Lim, thank you Sarah and my dear dear Sopranos esp the J2s, thank you J2s for the angsty Si Nannay, J1s for being the sweet juniors, thank you Ms Ho for being so caring and genuinely concerned for us.
thank you all my friends who came to support us- Yanjun, Songhua, Hwachong Caregroup, 06A13, my family. special thanks to Tracee, my shepherd, and Fungmin, my spiritual buddy, for always being there to support, encourage and just give me a morale booster when i needed friendship love and concern these few weeks. so many ppl to thank.
i feel really loved.

i had a miracle during the concert. after my high pitch screeching or you can call it screaming for Jaccobin, i started shaking/shivering. dont ask me why, i dont know. my throat was really hurting quite badly and i could feel myself going hoarse. the next song was Mate Saule and i needed to sing my B and to pull the music. i remembered my prayer before i went on stage and kept praying inside my head while singing MotherSun.
miraculously, i heard an internal click. and my next high note was suddenly so easy to reach and crescendo and blast. and it was a nice sound too. thats why my last B was good, cuz God helped me. praise Him! (:(:

CREDO. i believe. i believe my Jesus.

im so glad our the choir stuff is over, although i feel alittle sad cuz it was the last time that im going to sing in a school choir. now. now. now, i can do Your work. now i can concentrate on the things that have an everlasting significance. YEAH.

my camera's spoilt again. but, im still waiting my my miracle, and im sure it will come. yeah.

my heart is ready.