i realised tht im rather irritable nowadys. as in i get pissed of very easily. smt is seriously wrong with me. rahh. i seriously cant communicate with ppl today..i get all fired up and really upset over SMALL matters. i get totally stressed up for nothing, or rather everything.

my studies sux. can u imagine being really pleased with myself for getting grades like 11 out of 20 for economics!? hello?! its bad. and i was laughing over it. yeah rite, better buck up soon and start passing my other subjects like lit and math.

i foresee many problems ahead in choir. i really hope that we are strong enough, united enough as a batch to tide through..otherwise, we're seriously ruined..what is a choir without unity and love for each other and the music we create? nothing.

i was initially rather disturbed by the fact tht i'll most likely not get the responsibility that i want..i really wanto make a change and have an impact on hwachong choir..thn after some deliberation, i decided tht it doesnt matter if i get it or not. sure, i'll be upset. for a while. but ultimately the most impt thing is to have gd passionate leaders who will lead us to greater heights. im praying that the leaders will have intelligence and foresight when choosing our future comm. so no matter what comes ahead, i'll just trust God to decide whats best for me and whats best for us.

syf drama is finally over. i would say we did well. (: i'll miss watching the cast, anticipating their cues and my cue, thinking about how MORE bimbotic i can be. the whole experience is really valuable. there's an upcoming musical competition for national day, i hope Ares can do well too!! (: pictures copped frm junhua will be posted slightly later.

choir concert on sunday. im ready. ive memorised my scores and im seriously proud of myself for being able to do that..some ppl who had been here for long are still not able to. anyway, i hope we can do well.

current mood: strEsSed.