THURSDAY
heh. soft toy day. although many of our classmates didnt bring their soft toys, we had fun really .refer to 06a13's blog for pictures. heh. guess we went mad playing and fooling ard with those cuties. ruiyi got scolded cuz of tracee's bear.the teachers looking at us as if we had horns when we placed our toys on our tables. haha. it was rather ridiculous lah. yeah.

caregroup. i love caregrp. it was very encouraging to hear so many testimonies about God's grace upon us. i was chairperson for this caregrp meeting. was my first time for hope and i tried my best. heh, thanks to all who gave me lots of encouragement (: ooh, the ladder game was fun. sermon d and testimonies were inspiring. i really learnt alot from the caregrp people. yep. its hard to describe how belonged i feel. (: although the history people--tracee fungg and me had history the nest day (which is today), im really glad i went for caregrp, cuz caregrp really refreshed me. yeahs. (:

FRIDAY
not feeling well. woke up with a headache and as usual the stomachache. sorry hc caregrp, was late for prayer meet. but i reached in time for leon and jon to pray for my contacts and also fro the whole grp to pray for breakthrough. yep, though i wasnt feeling well for the rest of the day, i felt an inner peace within me. and maybe it was a blessing in disguise, cuz i went home aft sch (instead of gg for choir) and caught up with my sleep. and im feeling much better now. so yep, im almost well again. (:

got my gp essay. yeahs. i was super surprised when i got back my results. i not only passed, i got an A. though my language is super lousy but well, thank God for letting me remember my sub geog stuff about tourism so i could pull it off. amen. it was just like Olevels last yr and i did a similar qn. God truly helped me in that, and im really grateful.

talked to her. tried to convince her to go for closet. hmm, i could feel that she had alot of questions and was very uncertain and not very willing. hmm. i tried to ans the question the best i could and hope she could understand and comprehend what i was trying to say. i still had a question which im not sure how to ans, but will ask tracee tmr. and im sure that the next time i talk to her, the Holy Spirit will continue to put the words in my mouth. i know she's very reluctant to go. cuz i love her alot and want her to be able to experience the love and presence of God in her life. i rmb something in John which said that the way to evangelise is to have a sincere heart. now, im trying to let her understand my heart. i want her to convert but i will not force her. i know she feels uncomfortable abt being a stranger to everything and everyone. but i dont want her to live her life without knowing about God, i dont want her to regret later in her life. i hope and pray that i will be able to convince her cuz i know, i know deep in my heart that if and when she's in church, in God's place, God will personally touch and let her understand. Lord, help my friend, help this girl who's a sister to me. let her be more receptive to this special msg, let her open her heart to accept the Truth. i know it will be difficult trying to convince her, but i will never stop. not now, not ever. cuz i love her and want the best for her.

college day tmr. sian but yes, there's church service tmr and yeah, i love svc. (:

i was stoning at home, looking at the wall clock and alarm clock. i looked at the second hand of the alarm clock, watching it move and tried to see the mvment of that of the wallclock too. i tried for sometime and got alittle dizzy and confused with which was moving first, or if they were moving at the same time. okay, the point is not that im crazy and have nothing to do. but i thought about it and realised its about life too. we cant focus on two or more things at one time (like the clocks?). we can only focus on one thing at one time. which is this one thing in my life? my answer to myself was it shld be God. and God alone. i guess it is a timely reminder in such challenging times that i should fix my eyes upon God and God alone; and not waver to other distractions. more often than not, we have alot of commitments and priorities. but i guess, what shld be our main and first priority is God. heh. (:

inner peace.