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Saturday, August 26 Y 9:44 PM

i learnt alot today. learnt in svc today about living through God's word and i realised that i really need to stop procrastinating and get down to real business. so from now on, im gonna treat my Bible as my daily bread--something that i cant live without every single day. maybe through this, God will show me more things and i'll have more peace in my heart. during seed (which was open to all today), i learnt about obstacles against committing to God's work. two things that really struck me was ungratefulness and idolatry.

idolatry's not like idols or watsoever, its more of stuff like money, studies etc. sometimes, i tend to treat such stuff of more urgent. reminds me of raphael's lesson on thurs. urgent or impt? its high time that i learn to prioritise my priorities properly.
i have so many things that i grumble to God about. so many many tings. but once i tink about His grace to me. i couldnt say much. He has give me alot, some which i realised already, and some which i havent yet discover. for one, He brought me to Hwachong so that i could be in hope to know more about Him, and start my own personal r/s with Him. there are many other things too for me to discover and MAGNIFY.
MAGNIFY the things Lord gives me rather than the stuff He havent give me.

today i met two JYF ppl from S-word. jane and vincent. funny, there were from the same sec. haha, anyways, it was gd meeting them, though i didnt have a chance to talk to them much. must really go catch up with them (:

econs timed assignment on monday. gosh, i havent started!! siao.

i made a promise to myself today. im going to make sure i grow spiritually and that i get gd grades for promos. i need to show my parents that this church has helped me grow ALOT and that it is cuz of this church that i learnt more of myself and more of God. and this revelation has helped me in my life. i want to be a person who can cope well with studies, be alright in CCA and be able to serve and worship God wholeheartedly. and all this will come as a Package. i want to shine for Jesus and glorify His name. if being an all-rounder can glorify Him, i will do just that. Lord help me. its not easy with just a mere 4 wks to promos.
but by faith and hardwork on my part, nth is impossible in God. (:


Thursday, August 24 Y 10:41 PM

caregroup today, i like. it was fun. it was certainly refreshing. though im physically tired, but mentally im rather alert!! yep. thanks to all who went an extra mile to make cg such a happy, fun place.

starting to worry about my studies. im officially grounded for the first time in my 17 years of age and i must say, im enjoying it. haha. okaay, sounds weird. but every since i came to hwachong, i like the idea of gg home to sleep or to mug. last time, i would just go home to sleep or do other stuff--never to mug. guess life has changed. sigh~

hamster voice is bringing me a sore throat. rahhs. should stop playing with my voice!!

i await the weekend. so tired thes two weeks, really need a rest. and yes, service.

happy cuz i won the seventeen stuff again. 195 bucks worth. cool man. heh.

okaay, bye, off to do econs.


Sunday, August 20 Y 11:25 PM


this entry is dedicated to my dear Sara Tan.


i must say i dont know her that well, im not very close to her since we havent spend much time tgt, only 3 mths or so. but all that said, i had had fun talking to her, flirting (haha) with her and all that during the first 3 mths and thereafter when we had ad2 outings. she's this happy, fun and crazy girl who never fails to bring a smile or yes, laughter to the ppl around her.

i tink im quite lag, as in i only felt extremely sad after i saw her go pass the departure gate. im really sad for M too, though he seems not as sad (im sure he is). its so --- wasted. these two ppl are two of my favourites in ad2, and its sad to see Sara going to study and all that.

well, i have always took it for granted that, i will always be able to keep in close contact with my ac friends, esp my ad2 classmates. its only after she had gone in that i realise that this wont be exactly true now. i thought i would be able to call them out anytime, but guess we'll only be able to see her when she comes back during summer break nxt year. oh man, im so gonna miss her at the nxt ad2 outing. rahhs.

i hate it when friends go one by one overseas. i mean im really happy that Sara is finally gg to do smt that she loves and dreams of, just that, i will miss her. will miss gg crazy with her, hearing her super bimbotic comments and all that.

SARA TAN. YOU ARE GREATLY MISSED BY ME! AND ALSO BY AD2.
WE ALL LOVE U!! (:


come back soon, Sara.

sigh (footnoted: yingtse). oh gosh, i havent done ANYTHING this wkend. so busy with stuff. gosh, i neeeeeed to start study very very very soon!!! :(


Y 2:16 PM

wahhh im late meeting my cousinss. bahhh. pw rocks lah. sian sian sian. wont be able to do anything for the rest of the day le. sian. sara tan i gg off to us today. bye sara. gonna meet ad2 later. yeahs, very long nv see them already. oops forget to bring huixian's keys. ahhhh. byebyebyebye.


Friday, August 18 Y 11:02 PM

HAHA. im so happy that maths test is over!! yeahs. so happy. okaay, i didnt do very well, but maybe, just maybe, i can pass!! now that math is over, i can relax a little and then start preparing for history test nxt week and then promos. time passes so quickly man!!

really enjoyed myself at combined caregroup!! havent had that sorta childlike fun for ages. and its fun playing games like ob course with flour (haha, leon's face!!), mushroom!! and elope(ys and xiang. suet and ryan!!). and sing cute children songs. yep, i love caregroup. though we ended late (due to all the phototaking stuff), it was well worth it. who cares if i just zonked out after dinner, and didnt even study math? hahah. yeahs.

oh well, service tmr!! yeahs. happpy.


Wednesday, August 16 Y 10:35 PM

gosh, im really really tired. planning caregrp games now. lateri'll have to do p&c and some differentiation otherwise no time tmr to study.

gosh, my maths test is a goner. sigh. :(


Sunday, August 13 Y 11:17 AM

GOSH. i hate ilp. i seriously dont know why we HAVE to do it. must be siva's idea. RAHHS.
now i have no time to complete the rest of my work. DUHHHH.

the next time i see siva, im gonna roll my eyes at him. EW.


Friday, August 11 Y 10:56 PM

i tink im blur and dumb. how can i forget to hand in my lit essays when i spent hours doing them. rahhhhs. pissed with myself.

anyways, i was talking to huiying today abt how tired i am with choir, and how my parents have started to nag. and personally, im really really freaking tired already. imagine having choir stuff on 8 days out of 9 last week. gosh, im really really weary of all that stuff. need a break. a study break to catch up with my school work or just a day away for me to catch my breath. now that ms lim is back, we have to start working hard for future engagements. sometimes i feel very excited going choir, i mean i can sing and i do enjoy singing so yep. but its not that simple. i have responsibilites such that im unable to really relax and sing for myself. its kinda sad i guess, im not enjoying myself enough.
though i must say today's choir was quite fun. im must apologise to zhexi for being so slack during PT. haha, but it really helped cuz our sound was much warmed up.
christmas carols and jap game wasnt too bad either (:

anyways, i enjoyed dinner with CG. okaay, it was rather short but well, it was a very fun 2 hours of fellowship. suet with her funny ears thing was really interesting and we had a good time laughing crazily at each others' attempts to try that ear ting. and well, niaoing leon was quite fun too as we search verses in leon's Bible to niao him. hehe. and well, the rest of the people are just plain crazy. haha, really like these people alot. must get to know them better. (:

oh well, the weekend ahead will be a very very busy one cuz ive alot of to-dos on my organiser. worse thing is i dont think ive the time to complete everything. as usual. ahh. but i will try. duh.

okaay, back to do something about my sloppy sea assignment.


Thursday, August 10 Y 2:34 PM

sigh. sigh. sigh. im so sian. im so bored doing the sea paper. its bad cuz i havent done anything much (which i had already expected), and i still have loads to do. cant blame me. i was too tired to do anything on tuesday night after all that rahrah-ing. was out the whole of yesterday with my family at the beach then at my ahma hse. and out for tuition this morning. seriously, im too busy. shucks. now i have math, econs, the guide and yes, my sea stoopid paper.
gosh, really sian. and there are no more show or whatsoever to motivate me to complete my work faster so that i can watch my shows. duh.

i love going back to rv to see all those teachers. it really true that we only miss rv after graduation. had a long nice talk with ms teo, chitchat alittle with mrs lee, li laoshi, mrs choy, huang laoshi and mrs look. haha. but i missed mr lim. nvm, nxt time. anyways, mrs lee was so funny. she was commenting about how short my skirt is and how my uniform seem like a one-piece thing. haha, i was pretty freaked but could see that she was just joking and having alot of fun teasing me. (: really like her alot. im going to go back soon. (:

okaay, gotta go back to doing the history assignment.


Monday, August 7 Y 10:35 PM

okaay. i dont know what ive been doing these few days. kept slacking. been doing absolutely nothing. horrible. its time i buck up and catch up with my work.

things to do over national day holiday: the guide essay, duchess of malfi essay, maths 6b, 6c, 7a, history SEA term paper!!, pw stuff-reading up, research for ILP and etc.
haha, im really dead. gosh. rahhs.

ive been assigned to take the stage tmr. goodness, this is soooo embarrassing. rah-rahing. and according to mr johnny kee, im the chief rah-rah leader cuz its SO me. thanks ahh. rahhs.

im going to go try finish reading the guide. and do QT. byeeee.


Sunday, August 6 Y 11:25 AM

okaay, this will be a short update. just came back from the national day observation ceremony held at toh guan area, choir was performing the dance cum singing items. actually, it was really fun. i hadnt expect it to be. but i was exceptionally touched by leon, jonathan and jiexun. ohh my, i couldnt believe my ears when huiying told me they were there and i saw them when i was dancing on stage. oh yes, and xiangyu, who made an effort to come but didnt make it on time. cuz the four of them live quite far from toh guan. jiexun is kovan guy, jon is serangoon and well leon and xiangg from bukit timah. thank you guys. you've made the performance so much more fun!

basically, i realised that the milo that i was talking about was from vietnam. yes, vietnam. how my mom got it i dont know. but i guess its gd that milo can be a differentiated good. haha, econs.

oh yes, festival of praise was exuberating. the last time i went indoor was years ago at the 120th anniversary of presbyterian churches or smt like that. it was cool then. but even cooler now, cuz the whole place was so hyped up with praise for God. haha, im glad we went. yeah, im sure to go again nxt year. (:

oh yes, and this few weeks, i see God's miracles in many ppl's lives--converts for Hwachong and also many small stuff that God has placed in my lives. and im encouraged to keep going. let us all have faith in Him and believe in our God who's so full of miracle!

Nehemiah 8:10b "..let the joy of the Lord be your strength."

anyway, i realise my comm cant use IE. everytime i try to use it, it just shuts down on me. ahh.

oh yes, and i just finished watching this korean drama series--Sassy Girl, Chun Hyang. it super funny and super touching. oh my and the theme songs are fantastic. so if anyone knows why to download or get these songs, pleaseeee tell me. thanks.

okay, im off to bathing then to pw at ggb's. toodles.