i tink im blur and dumb. how can i forget to hand in my lit essays when i spent hours doing them. rahhhhs. pissed with myself.

anyways, i was talking to huiying today abt how tired i am with choir, and how my parents have started to nag. and personally, im really really freaking tired already. imagine having choir stuff on 8 days out of 9 last week. gosh, im really really weary of all that stuff. need a break. a study break to catch up with my school work or just a day away for me to catch my breath. now that ms lim is back, we have to start working hard for future engagements. sometimes i feel very excited going choir, i mean i can sing and i do enjoy singing so yep. but its not that simple. i have responsibilites such that im unable to really relax and sing for myself. its kinda sad i guess, im not enjoying myself enough.
though i must say today's choir was quite fun. im must apologise to zhexi for being so slack during PT. haha, but it really helped cuz our sound was much warmed up.
christmas carols and jap game wasnt too bad either (:

anyways, i enjoyed dinner with CG. okaay, it was rather short but well, it was a very fun 2 hours of fellowship. suet with her funny ears thing was really interesting and we had a good time laughing crazily at each others' attempts to try that ear ting. and well, niaoing leon was quite fun too as we search verses in leon's Bible to niao him. hehe. and well, the rest of the people are just plain crazy. haha, really like these people alot. must get to know them better. (:

oh well, the weekend ahead will be a very very busy one cuz ive alot of to-dos on my organiser. worse thing is i dont think ive the time to complete everything. as usual. ahh. but i will try. duh.

okaay, back to do something about my sloppy sea assignment.