i learnt alot today. learnt in svc today about living through God's word and i realised that i really need to stop procrastinating and get down to real business. so from now on, im gonna treat my Bible as my daily bread--something that i cant live without every single day. maybe through this, God will show me more things and i'll have more peace in my heart. during seed (which was open to all today), i learnt about obstacles against committing to God's work. two things that really struck me was ungratefulness and idolatry.

idolatry's not like idols or watsoever, its more of stuff like money, studies etc. sometimes, i tend to treat such stuff of more urgent. reminds me of raphael's lesson on thurs. urgent or impt? its high time that i learn to prioritise my priorities properly.
i have so many things that i grumble to God about. so many many tings. but once i tink about His grace to me. i couldnt say much. He has give me alot, some which i realised already, and some which i havent yet discover. for one, He brought me to Hwachong so that i could be in hope to know more about Him, and start my own personal r/s with Him. there are many other things too for me to discover and MAGNIFY.
MAGNIFY the things Lord gives me rather than the stuff He havent give me.

today i met two JYF ppl from S-word. jane and vincent. funny, there were from the same sec. haha, anyways, it was gd meeting them, though i didnt have a chance to talk to them much. must really go catch up with them (:

econs timed assignment on monday. gosh, i havent started!! siao.

i made a promise to myself today. im going to make sure i grow spiritually and that i get gd grades for promos. i need to show my parents that this church has helped me grow ALOT and that it is cuz of this church that i learnt more of myself and more of God. and this revelation has helped me in my life. i want to be a person who can cope well with studies, be alright in CCA and be able to serve and worship God wholeheartedly. and all this will come as a Package. i want to shine for Jesus and glorify His name. if being an all-rounder can glorify Him, i will do just that. Lord help me. its not easy with just a mere 4 wks to promos.
but by faith and hardwork on my part, nth is impossible in God. (: