my phone's still lost out there.
obviously, its still in the hands of someone. bleahx. well, this is really God's lesson for me to be less forgetful. sigh, this is the 3rd time i lost a phone. and shall i say the feeling is not very nice. at all. imagine losing over 400 contacts. sighsighsigh.
but one thing i got from this was that i realised how loved i am (: a big thank you to all you guys out there who calmed me down, who helped to msg and call my phone so many times, who prayed for me. yep, really appreciate it. even from those ppl who i didnt expect will care.
really a blessing in disguise. (:

the 3 numbers i rmb when i lost my phone was T, S and Z. why ah. i think this is weird weird weird. but im not gonna think more. wonder. its not good to wonder. i know the look, i rmb. but well, i guess perhaps i thinking too much. yepyepyep.

my prayer worked!!!!
im so terribly glad and grateful .thank you Jesus for making my wish come true. now im even more convinced that you're gonna do GREAT things this Sat. wow. cant believe it.
Jesus, you're too miraculous. (:

the Holy Spirit encouraged me yesterday during QT. and it really made me so excited and convicted that i quite rolling in my bed with excitement.
a prayer group in choir! (:
yes. i think its high time that i, we entrust choir and our lives into God's hands. and seek God's guidance, strength, power, perseverance and love. esp for us J2s, who are already feeling so stretched, drained and weary. i think God for this conviction. and im sure He's really gonna bless us with His presence this wed at our 1st J2 choir prayer meet.

i know i promised photos. but im too tired. i think im becoming more and more crazy with every second, esp when im in sch. oh my, why did i go crazy this morn and class bench? hmm. haha.

im so happy that i started the week with God.
im so ready to do and live Life with my Jesus Christ!
Lord, im expecting great things! =D


dear people, friends out there.

ive just lost my phone.

to those J1s in the CSC lecture in LT1 on thurs, if you had seen a black samsung clam shell phone with a long handphone strap and pink accessories, and had picked it up or seen others picked it up, please return it to 06A13's Yvonne Ho. its very important to me cuz i have alot of contacts inside--my pri sch, RV, ACJC, and some overseas contacts. so its very very important to me. do spread the word ard.

to my friends out there. if you see this msg, kindly msg me your no with your name to my old number so that i can key it into my replaced sim card. thank you very much.

im still waiting for my miracle, God.
let me find it by next week pls.


havent blog in a while. but i cant blog much, or upload any pictures (i have alot!!) yet cuz i needa do other stuff tonight.

ive been pretty busy these few weeks, with school work, church stuff and of course, the ever-busy choir. been so dead tired every single day. and taking antibiotics for my sorethroat. sigh. yes, bad stuff. i dont know why, ive taken to ranting these few days. probably cuz im tired and really weary of school life.
but well, i'll look to God for the refreshment that i need regularly . thats like the only thing i can do right now.

sometimes, i just cant stand it. the way you say thing, the way you phrase stuff. i cant help wanting to cry whenever i talk to you. arent you supposed to be a counsellor of some sort? instead of providing words of encouragement, your words really tore me down. made me feel like a loser. it makes me think that the efforts that i put in in trying to think the best out of you are futile.
so what if you're a teacher? does that give you the right to judge. to criticize. to put down?
i know you're coming from the best of intentions, but the way you put across your 'advice' makes me feel so much worse.
why associate interaction and immersion in choir with my sorethroat?
why criticise my grades and make it seem like all my grades are horrible and that perhaps im not trying enough?
whatever. i restrained from crying in front of you cuz i dont want you to see that i was hurt because of your un-tactful words. and come to think of it, i will prove you wrong. by not being late. by getting my As.
i will prove you wrong.

thank God that im in the math special class! although my grade for the first test was terrible. but im beginning to understand more of vectors as Mrs Lim teaches. yep. even though the remedials mean more work, i cant help looking forward to clearing my doubts and getting the grade that im supposed to get. (: nothin's gonna stop me from getting A for math--im gonna try all my best!

pictures up next time. i promise.


im really inspired by today's sermon and seed msg. really aim to be a loving and faithful shepherd to my 2 sheep. heh. dont know how im going to do it, but i trust that God will use me to teach, to love and to touch their lives.

many goals. many aims. some seemed so impossible! but as raphael had said, if we wanna see a miracle, we must have the heart and mind for impossible things to happen.
Dare to dream the impossible!
so yep, though its gonna be hard and tiring trying to reach my goals. though im gonna fall many many times. though i may be laughed at. though i may be demoralised.
but i'll be victorious in the end. cuz Jesus will bring me through.

long day ahead of me. must read thr my int notes. start on hist term paper. try a lil integration or vectors. do my vocab ex. read tempest. sigh.

i tink i look vastly horrible in this pic. something between a duck and a penguin post. hahahaha, but suet say quite nice. but haha. its quite funny lah. hope it cheers you up if you are feeling siann. heh. (:




just a few days ago, i tink it was on new year's day, i saw a spectacular creation of God.

i was stepping out of the lift into the corridors, and the sight in the skys really made me gasp with surprise.

a rainbow.


perhaps the beauty and glory of this natural phenomenom is not justly depicted in the picture, but really at the moment i was really thanking God for showing me that rainbow.
i was thinking, how can anything be more beautiful than that?

perhaps its cliche, this response.
but i could hear it clearly in my heart from God: there is. YOU.
that really gave me the warm fuzzy feeling of being loved. and i bet i was grinning like some lunatic on the way home. but really, im beautiful in my own way, in Jesus's eyes. and that is what's most important right (:

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS TAN!! (:
the small gathering to celebrate gladys' birthday was really filled with so much fun and laughter. haha, and though i always whine, but i really love being the one providing the entertainment cuz the laughter and all that always made me feel so at home (:
though there weren't many people, but yeah, it was still alot of fun. and the photowhoring was like super shuang~ alan said we took about 70 to 80 pictures just yesterday night. heh.
hope to see you guys again soooon.



its a lousy feeling when you're sick for a few weeks. my throat isn't getting better. which is bad bad bad. hope im okaay soon.