havent blog in a while. but i cant blog much, or upload any pictures (i have alot!!) yet cuz i needa do other stuff tonight.

ive been pretty busy these few weeks, with school work, church stuff and of course, the ever-busy choir. been so dead tired every single day. and taking antibiotics for my sorethroat. sigh. yes, bad stuff. i dont know why, ive taken to ranting these few days. probably cuz im tired and really weary of school life.
but well, i'll look to God for the refreshment that i need regularly . thats like the only thing i can do right now.

sometimes, i just cant stand it. the way you say thing, the way you phrase stuff. i cant help wanting to cry whenever i talk to you. arent you supposed to be a counsellor of some sort? instead of providing words of encouragement, your words really tore me down. made me feel like a loser. it makes me think that the efforts that i put in in trying to think the best out of you are futile.
so what if you're a teacher? does that give you the right to judge. to criticize. to put down?
i know you're coming from the best of intentions, but the way you put across your 'advice' makes me feel so much worse.
why associate interaction and immersion in choir with my sorethroat?
why criticise my grades and make it seem like all my grades are horrible and that perhaps im not trying enough?
whatever. i restrained from crying in front of you cuz i dont want you to see that i was hurt because of your un-tactful words. and come to think of it, i will prove you wrong. by not being late. by getting my As.
i will prove you wrong.

thank God that im in the math special class! although my grade for the first test was terrible. but im beginning to understand more of vectors as Mrs Lim teaches. yep. even though the remedials mean more work, i cant help looking forward to clearing my doubts and getting the grade that im supposed to get. (: nothin's gonna stop me from getting A for math--im gonna try all my best!

pictures up next time. i promise.