i passed my math with a S!!
haha. although its just a subpass, i must say its a good start. at least i know i can pass okay. haha.with consistent hard work, im so going to get my A at the end. (: i was saw happy when i saw yingtse's msg today. hahahahaha. cant help grinning and grinning. (:(:(:

i think exams are really really exhausting. after so many nights of frenzy and lack of sleep, i was really tired yesterday. especially after history and 15-6 pages of writing. my handwriting was totally awful and huge btw. the sorrows of an Arts student. sighsigh. had to go for choir after that. wah, i was totally braindead. like lilin, i was floating alittle. haha. though choir practice turned out to be rather fruitful and ya, good. drilling details may be tiring and taxing on both Ms Lim and us, but the results are not bad.
im suddenly having more hopes of our choir getting Gold, and even Gold with Honours!! (:

im reading this book called: Once I was a Princess, which i borrowed from the library. you know, im only half way through the book, and i already felt so entrenched in the autobiography. so much horror, fear and grief expressed. seriously. sigh. cant help feeling how lucky i am. (: will talk about it more after i finish the book.


Faith never fails.
God will always fulfill His promises.
thats what i learnt today when He gave me those pleasant surprises.
rewards and motivation for me to continue working, persevering and trusting that God has the best and will give only the best.
im optimistic about the road ahead. very. very positive. (:

Jesus, its no wonder why i worship you!!


although its kinda late/early now, and im supposed to be either studying or sleeping. but im still online. basically i havent been online much for the past 2 weeks. and i suddenly feel like i very no life. hmm, so i spent quite a few hours on the com today, cuz i have no lit paper tmr and i simply feel like slacking.

sometimes, what you think you want may not be what you'll get. i guess God works in weird ways. its weird cuz i felt it so strongly and i really believe it with all my heart. yet it seems so impossible. the chances look so dim.
when i was doing QT the day before, i suddenly realised smt.
perhaps, what i felt wasnt wrong.
God's just giving me smt that i didnt expect but has the same effect. so i guess no matter how hard it is, i must learn to trust God and believe that He has the best and wants the best for me.
for the foolishness of God is wiser than man..
i just have to keep reminding myself abt this.

smtimes, you just cant get wat you want. cuz its the best thing to do or want now. and smtimes you just cant help wanting it because you aint suppose to want or have it. i guess there's nth wrong as long as you take control of your actions and not like what you want determine what you do. right? i guess its hard to not succumb to temptations. to desires.
but well, self control. discipline. and hope- knowing that what comes later will be better.
much better.

sounding philosophical today. haha. too much studying. haha.
wanna go sentosa sooooon~