surprisingly, choir actually did better today. yes, there were like still alot of mistakes and all that, but well, a sign. but then again, we are so inconsistent. but well, i realised that praying helps. so yes, before prac or any combines, i will make sure i catch sometime with yuhan,sarah and/or anyone elseto pray before we fight. yeahs.

God really answered my prayers.
i prayed that i wouldnt get lower than a D for GP cuz i really didnt want to do badly. i wanted a C at the very least. and when Mrs Goh gave us back our essays, i scraped a C!
i prayed that i will retain the D for my lit(passed my prac crit). and guess what, God gave me a C again!! yeah. happy happy. (:(:(:
hmm, i guess for BT1, all my grades improved, except for GP. for GP, i really need to work on my vocab and language and i think God wants to teach me a lesson--to not be satisfied or proud of what iam currently. must look towards the future. and for the improved grades, its really like God encouraging me to continue to work hard, telling me that it is not impossible to achieve better grades.
then again, i must not be complacent or even satisfied cuz there's still alot of room for improvement. yepyep. i will work hard!! (:

i know im not supposed to feel this way. but im just rather....uncomfortable knowing that. i shouldnt be feeling this. not at this time. not anymore. but its just weird lah. sighsigh.