went with LEE YANG to watch 200 Pounds Beauty today! initially i thought it'll just be a normal chick flick with lots of laughter and all that. surprisingly, it was actually good. plastic surgery is definitely not my thing, but this show helped me understand why ppl go for it and the difficulties, which we often missed, these ppl face when trying to fit back into society. and i realise something else. talent, heart and soul cannot be judged by appearances. of course, looks matter to a certain extent. cliche as it is, inner beauty is more important. yepyep. oh my, im not lesbian or anything, but i think Kim Ah Joon is super pretty, she has this innocence that's rather alluring. haha. oh, i think the OST is superb. will recommend the show to those who like korean movies, those who like good soundtracks and concert scenes, those who feel like losing weigth. hahaha. i will try the okinawa diet. haha.

restricted and constricted. that's how i feel in choir sometimes. it's like i have alot that i want to offer, but not able to. hmm, i guess i cant complain much. im already starting to get more involved in voice and music in choir...but sometimes i wonder, is it enough? so much to do. so little time. so little chances. will you give me the chance to do it? and i f i ever become too mean or aggressive in choir, pls tell me.

i dont like hypocrites. nor two-faced ppl. nor ppl who kept trying to justify or defend themselves for smt that is not very right. whywhywhy? geez. i dont really know who to trust now except for a few of them. bleahx.

i want more of your heart.