went SHOPPING today with some of the caregroup girls!
im Broke now. hahah. got alot of good bargains. a dress with 50% off so its only $19.95, a rather pricey but pretty shirt at $27.90(borrowed money to buy it! hah. thansk lilin.) a charm necklace at only $3.30 (cuz i bought it at 3 for 10 with yanyin) and silver kitten heels at only $7.50! hahahha.
heh. i really enjoyed myself alot cuz this bunch of girls are crazy, wacky, fun and super nice to talk and spend time with. im really super comfortable with these people. i once heard about how some girls only go shopping with people they're truly comfortable and feel easy with, the people who are closer to their hearts. i didnt used to believe this cuz i thought shopping is quite an universal thing. but i realised that its quite true for me! (:(: cuz i didnt feel a single ounce of uneasiness even when i tried on smt ugly or unflattering. haha. i love my caregroup! =D
the best after-exams (haha, sort of.) treat! (:(:(:(:

breakthrough!
today i see God's breakthrough for the hwachong group. two responded during altar call. and believe me, more are coming. yeahhs. the spark. amazing God!
and shaun just reminded me that during camp, Pastor Jeff said that we'll have a breakthrough in the second week. and isnt this the SECOND WEEK?! cool~

i was thinking about it while bathing. perhaps sometimes its not very wise or good to do things that isnt for you. rather than reaching for some goal that will never suit you and that you can never bless people with, why not be satisfied with the roles we have now and EXCEL in them?

i think God's really awesome. on wed when i was feeling super sian and tired and weary after studying for exams, i saw an encouragement card from one of my sheep, Leeyang in the middle of my sermon notes..it was something from a while ago but i didnt notice it..it really cheered me up and reminded that hard work for & with God produces fruits. plus plus. Lilin gave me an card for shepherd's appreciation (which was awhile ago) but wells, it doesnt matter even if it came late, cuz i really feel very appreciated and comforted by the card. yeahs. thank God for these sheep! (:(:
i really love to love them, cuz they're such lovable sheep! (:

haha this post is actually meant for30th July 2007. but i was taling to ppl so lagged a abit. heh.

im striving for excellence.


had a very refreshing caregroup today! i really enjoyed the discussion cuz it was really meaningful and insightful. besides, i learnt alot more about the opinions, views, and histories of each person. so im really happy (:(:
my first time doing worship. okay i screwed up alittle in the beginning but hopefully i was more spirit-led for the rest. heh. thanks to you guys for being okay about the high-ness of the songs..and JIEXUN for his patience when working with the noob me! (:(:

i didnt realised until today how difficult and different it is leading worship and worshiping as a member. but wells, the underlining similarity is giving a heart of worship.

the unsettledness. the restlessness.
i must admit i didnt know it was so serious. but its definitely smt worrying. but wells, things are surely gonna improve. yeahh.

LOVE
so undeserving yet so generously overflowing.


today has been unproductive day and im quite angry with myself. bleah. anyways, im just gonna keep studying later untill i finish my history. -.-

anyways, i was just thinking just now during QT.

i think God is really very smart.
He does things to keep me how shall i say this, safe and focused, even before i know how i feel or may feel! and i guess this is really not the first time. so yep, im quite amazed. really proves how all-knowing Jesus is, rights. quite cool.

im quite excited for somebody's bday celebration tmr. heh. really. and yes for service too.
i promise that i will mug mug mug today and tomorrow and tomorrow's tomorrow.
but i'll be glad when all these are over man.


hah. finally got onto blogger to blog. okay just gonna blog abit before i go bathe then off to mugging. again.

heh. today's a really super tiring day. had a 3 hour long math lesson which was ---so draining. really. felt quite tired after that. but i think mugging was rather fruitful! i finished more than half of my MP, taking about eh 4 hours? okay, not v. fruitful. but it was a difficult topic yeah.

anyways, i really ENJOY mugging with WEIWEN! (:(:(: haha. she's really cute, funny and superly humorous! very good sense of humour and i think we really can talk about anything under the sun. haha, she has really really made my mugging today more un-boring! haha entertaining me and also teaching me stuff. very smart girl. rmb our weird convos about couples and all that. heh, brings a smile on my face! hahaa. love ya loads. heh.

rather disappointed with SATs results. i guess i shouldnt have expected much but well, i did expect to do better. hmms. nevermind. lesson learnt. dont take things too lightly.

but well, most impt stuff now is my blocks then after that my Alevels. yep, i dont know if i'll do well for this blocks, most likely not. but i will really mugg super super hard for my As!! yeah yeah.
all the way for Jesus!! (:(:(:

shepherding with Fongyee on saturday. to be honest, im really very excited =D
Jesus, i need and want to study with YOU!!!


i was doing my holy comm preparations and surfing the net for pictures. and i saw lots which made alot of sense. and i guess they really woke me up alittle and also yup, motivated me. just wanna share some. yups.










among the most this last one: missing, made alota sense to me. and oh my, really quite sad. imagine you're one of those missing.

thank you Jesus, i love you.


haha. i havent blogged much cuz i was really very very busy with alot of things. yes, but i must say they were all very meaningful stuff so i dont regret. im just need to blog about some stuff before i become a full-time mugger!!

FIRST FRONTIER
this is my 3rd camp! and for this camp, i was really involved in quite a number of stuffs. perhaps yeah not as busy as my leaders, but i was quite overwhelmed by the amount of things i had to do. but well, its all very very worthwhile cuz i learnt alot, gained alot of experiences and also made alot of friends. GAP, games drama and ushering. Gap was the most hiong cuz there were alot of practices and rehearsals even before camp. but i guess its really through all these that i got to know Katarina, Daixuan and Kim alot better! plus also Jon, Melvin and the band. plus the dancers! i really think we did rather well and im sure God must be smiling when we performed cuz i think we enjoyed ourselves while serving God. YEAH. well done everyone!! (:(:(:
okay yes and through the games drama thingy, i got to know a few of the church leaders. believe me, they are not who they seem. haha. i dont really know them very very well lah. but at least i get to see other sides of them. haha. hope that i'll have more chances to work and get to know them better in time. cuz they really seemed so nice. (:
yes, im so happy that all 3 of my sheep went for camp. i think they really experienced alot and made alot of wise and brave commitments to God.
to Lilin and Leeyang, im really really super happy and grateful that you guys were holy spirit baptised!! yeahs. and i know you're gonna experience so much so much more with the Holy Spirit dwelling in your hearts. (:
to Fongyee, pls rmb that im in this with you yeah. and you're not alone in this seemingly difficult job. know that God's work is never impossible. miracles are on the way!
SHEEPs! im so proud of you guys! =D

i was really very very refreshed.
God gave me new insights, new goals and new visions that really enpowered me alot. i felt very spirit-led in the things i say and i can really feel God's presence alot closer and more keenly than before. i see a breakthrough in my life when my brother decided to follw Jesus all the way. thank God, im really very grateful for this spiritual awakening in my brother.

haha. i had a weird dream on thursday morning. i dreamt of Shirley-reprimanding me. its actually rather scary cuz its true. hmm. quite weird that i rmb that dream but i guess its prob God reminding me through my dream about the importance about putting aside my fear or embarrassment for His kingdom. wells.

i love camp and how it brings revival.

CHOIR FAREWELL
its really super amazing and scary. cuz the juniors really went all the way to give us a very very good farewell. im really touched your efforts. thanks you guys. when we played the strings game, it was really touching to listen to all the stories and moments in our term. to some extent, i feel rather guilty cuz although i feel alot for this choir, i didnt feel enough? hmm i guess so. but well, i will still remember HWACHONG CHOIR which has really given me alot of dramatic memories- tears, joy, exasperation, satisfaction. to those ppl who i havent give you my notes, heh sorry they will come. soon. haha.
and to a few special ppl who really made a mighty big difference to my choir term in rioHC:
Sarah
Seraphina
Kaixuan
Kimberly
Jonathan
Miaoqin
Zoe
Lilin
Suet
Huiying
Yu Han
Lynnette
Defeng
Jason
Xinyi
Luosha
and Ms Lim
and many others who i never include here. you guys matter.
a big THANK YOU.
lets really keep in touch alrights. and you guys, keep singing!! this drama digimon hwachong choir batch 06-07 is really amazing. terrific. fantabulous. super ZAI. yeah. (:(:(:(:((:

alrights, time to go will update soon. hopefully. haha. (:

Sunday 17 June 2007