Tuesday, July 17 Y 10:16 PM the disappointment was hard to stomach and i really couldn't believe the words. i haven't felt like this for a long time and i guess the heartache was really too fast, too strong for me. i still don't know why. i still don't know how. i still don't know what. misunderstandings. false suspicions. but i'm glad they're all settled. but will i ever get to know? maybe i will, maybe i already do. but the way i hear it matters more to me than anything else. i wonder what God gave me this for. it's a challenge to keep me on my feet, at the edge of my seat, so i have to depend. and depend fully on Him to get through this. how to give up? how to let go when you've invested so much. too much. but i can't stop loving. and won't stop loving. i won't give up. --- i really love my leaders. they are people i can depend on, who listened to all my exclamations, my rantings and above it all, gave me advice, comfort and shoulders to lean on. part of the reason why i stayed stronger this time was because of my shepherd and my spiritual buddy. couldn't have got through these 2 days without them. spiritual friendships- they truly matter. affected i may be, troubled i may be, but i'll get through because i know my leaders are praying for me and that against it all, God's on my side. |
GIRL! yvonne commonly known as vonne. loves to sing, shop, sleep and slack. loves oats. loves carrots. loves honeydew. currently in hwachong. was from hkps, rvhs and acjc. loves RVchorale. loves Hwachong caregroup & Hope Church. loves Social.com. loves reading. loves watching tv esp american's next top model and project runway. loves watching korean drama. loves listening to music. loves the stage. loves balloons. loves pretty things. loves family. loves friends. loves Jesus. SHOUT!
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