i just thought of something today.
i dont know why, was showering just now, and i had this interesting thought, or shall i say reminder. im reminded that the best way to bless and love your shepherd is to be accountable for your own spiritual life. is to make sure you grow, that you're stable.
have you been accountable?
have you been truthful with your shepherd?
have you been doing your QT, and maintaining your prayer life?
have you been taking care of your spiritual life?
have you been taking care, not just taking care but also loving the people under your care?
i think these are things that i constantly ask myself. no whys, just like that.

i think the spiritual atmosphere in svc today was good. (:

had a great time with yanjun, simneh, victor and sera yesterday. though i vomited the guilin jelly and agar agar from the mini-competition, it was all good fun. the science park tour was good too. heh. really felt like a little kid and enjoyed myself immensely (: love you guys. <33

another sign yesterday! was talking to sera yesterday about me wanting to go to UPenn. then she said she was surfing online and looking a series of houses from this particular school cuz they were so nice. and she'll want to go because it'll be so nice living there. she said she wasnt sure which school it was but some Wharton School. Wharton School = UPenn right?
i was like wow. okay.
and my confidence and assurance in this issue increased. as suet said, God's showing me quite a few signs. but im still giving myself one week to decide. and when i say i will try, i will do my best. a promise. (:

im gonna start this week with Jesus! (: