it was for just a moment.
the look, the expression reminded me of much. nostalgia. but of course it will stop here. no more. i dont really understand why, i didnt understand back then. but maybe one day, when im courageous enough, perhaps i will ask and i guess i'll be surprised how foolish or stupid i was.
and see/realise that i am more matured and grown up now to make decisions and choices more wisely. (:


YEAH. i finally decided to update!
haha i am FREE. i cant really believe that im actually free from all the exams, the stress and the inability to do alot of stuff because i have to study. but now that im truly free, i wonder why that i dont exactly feel as excited as i thought i would be! hmm. perhaps its cuz ive already been playing in the last week.
lots of things happened during the course of the exam period. many changes. many incidents. im happy to say that ive survived through it all and yes, indeed learnt alot through everything. of course, i know who helped me through it.

the passing of WeiCheng, an old RVChorale senior whom i never knew struck me rather deeply. although i dont know him personally, i am reminded of the fragility of human lives. so scary. one moment here, the next moment-? you never know. and i guess that really hit upon me. the urgency to do something to and for the people i love. i care abt. there are only a few things that truly truly matter.

one of the few things im looking forward to is X29! im really excited cuz this time, i'll be going through camp with my new group JCCA3, and yes, im very very excited abt it. we're gonna be so happening cuz we're a all girls group, dedicated and DETERMINED to do God's work. i really cant wait for our first meeting and getting to know each and everyone of you on a deeper level. yupp. (:

batam trip with RVChorale friends on 7th! strangely, this is more exciting to me than Prom. haha, i really cant wait to spend time with these crazy ppl whom i havent met in ages. im expecting really fun and enjoyable and fruitful (shopping and donuts!!) trip! (:

lots of things more. but im kinda tired so i'll post more tmr. haha. now that im free, ive more things to accomplish and complete. and im looking forward to a fruitful month ahead! (:(: