it was for just a moment.
the look, the expression reminded me of much. nostalgia. but of course it will stop here. no more. i dont really understand why, i didnt understand back then. but maybe one day, when im courageous enough, perhaps i will ask and i guess i'll be surprised how foolish or stupid i was.
and see/realise that i am more matured and grown up now to make decisions and choices more wisely. (: